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I STIFFEN THE MOMENT I POP open my eyes. Pinpricks trickle down the length of my neck as his warm breath fans me from behind. God please… tell me we didn’t do it. Slowly, I move my hand up my thighs to find I’m still fully dressed, although the halter neck design has been somewhat altered. LΓ©kan’s hand is possessively curved over one full breast and the warmth emanating from them has me wishing I can relax enough toβ€”shit. My nipples are hard already. I press into his palm. It feels so good…

Hoe-much?

So good that I don’t want to extricate myself from his embrace. The other parts of my body that are not in contact with his are cold like frozen fish. Earlier, evidence of his arousal had me twisted, making me question what exactly I want from him.

How long have we been like this? I mentally scramble through my fogged-up memory, pulling up files upon files of what went down when LΓ©kan joined me in the room. Did anyone notice my absence? Oh shit. I move to get off the bed, but his embrace tightens.

β€œHmm mmh,” he murmurs, his morning breath fanning my nose. It’s not bad, just that I would prefer not to have it registered in my brain.

β€œI need to go. The party.”

β€œThey’re done.” The low rumble of his baritone has my heart racing, and some other parts of me excited. How is he so comfortable with us like this?

Ugh! I’ve not spent five minutes awake in his arms and I want to pull out his hair. No need getting bothered about his know-it-all faΓ§ade. I take a calming breath instead. β€œIt’s my sister’s wedding. I need to… I need to be there,” I stutter, fighting my conflicting emotions.

β€œLast time I checked, it was four.”

β€œFour?”

β€œFour AM.”

What in the world! I scramble out of his embrace, getting off the bed. β€œOuch,” I mutter, landing back on the bed as fast as I got off it.

β€œWhat’s wrong?” he’s sitting up, staring at me through the phosphorescent lights coming from the open window.

β€œThe floor is cold.” I raise both knees to my chest, glaring at him in the dim room. β€œWhy didn’t you wake me up?”

He scoffs. β€œAt four?”

β€œYes.”

β€œYou needed that sleep. Don’t you feel better for it?”

β€œI’m not thanking you for it.”

β€œYou don’t have to. You’ve expressed enough gratitude. Come here,” he lays back on the bed, tapping the spot beside him, β€œlet me put you back to sleep.”

β€œI have more important things to do. And… and just because it worked the last time doesn’t mean it’ll work again.”

He smirks, lifting his back from the bed, quirking a brow. β€œWhen has it not worked?”

Oh my goodness. My face is burning. And it’s burning even more because I know it’s not from embarrassment, rather, from excitement. He’s on my side of the room; I shouldβ€”I should send him away. Warn him off.

β€œThey finished the party hours ago, according to the groomsmen group chat. We didn’t miss much.” He converses, like he didn’t have his fingers working my insides hours ago.

I gasp, stunned, when he pulls me to his side. He carries on, tucking me closer. β€œWe can pretend nothing happened or be matured adults and talk about it. Me? I don’t want to talk about it. I want to do it again and maybe talk about it later. Much later.”

What have I gotten myself into? I’m glancing up at him, mute.

β€œYou’re not saying anything?” He traces my lips, staring into my eyes with a sympathetic, expectant smile. β€œYou don’t like my suggestions? Okay, let’s pretend we’re friends. Talk to me—”

β€œFriends don’t have sex,” I blurt out.

He nods, his eyes twinkling with mischief. I know he is about to say something I won’t like. β€œIn case you didn’t attend biology class, here’s your reminder that sex involves a penis and a vagina. Some people like multiple penises and vaginas at once, but I’m touchy when it comes to that. I don’t like sharing. Um… where was I? I was trying to explain that practically, we’ve not had sex.”

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Camaa Pearl writes sizzling, slow-burn romance for readers who crave rich plots and unapologetic steam. An international bestselling author, her stories blend emotional realism with intimate tension, often exploring desire, identity, and connection. When she’s not writing, she’s traveling, indulging in great food, or deep-diving into behavioral research. Find her on social media @camaa_pearl.
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