I STIFFEN THE MOMENT I POP open my eyes. Pinpricks trickle down the length of my neck as his warm breath fans me from behind. God pleaseβ¦ tell me we didnβt do it. Slowly, I move my hand up my thighs to find Iβm still fully dressed, although the halter neck design has been somewhat altered. LΓ©kanβs hand is possessively curved over one full breast and the warmth emanating from them has me wishing I can relax enough toβshit. My nipples are hard already. I press into his palm. It feels so goodβ¦
Hoe-much?
So good that I donβt want to extricate myself from his embrace. The other parts of my body that are not in contact with his are cold like frozen fish. Earlier, evidence of his arousal had me twisted, making me question what exactly I want from him.
How long have we been like this? I mentally scramble through my fogged-up memory, pulling up files upon files of what went down when LΓ©kan joined me in the room. Did anyone notice my absence? Oh shit. I move to get off the bed, but his embrace tightens.
βHmm mmh,β he murmurs, his morning breath fanning my nose. Itβs not bad, just that I would prefer not to have it registered in my brain.
βI need to go. The party.β
βTheyβre done.β The low rumble of his baritone has my heart racing, and some other parts of me excited. How is he so comfortable with us like this?
Ugh! Iβve not spent five minutes awake in his arms and I want to pull out his hair. No need getting bothered about his know-it-all faΓ§ade. I take a calming breath instead. βItβs my sisterβs wedding. I need toβ¦ I need to be there,β I stutter, fighting my conflicting emotions.
βLast time I checked, it was four.β
βFour?β
βFour AM.β
What in the world! I scramble out of his embrace, getting off the bed. βOuch,β I mutter, landing back on the bed as fast as I got off it.
βWhatβs wrong?β heβs sitting up, staring at me through the phosphorescent lights coming from the open window.
βThe floor is cold.β I raise both knees to my chest, glaring at him in the dim room. βWhy didnβt you wake me up?β
He scoffs. βAt four?β
βYes.β
βYou needed that sleep. Donβt you feel better for it?β
βIβm not thanking you for it.β
βYou donβt have to. Youβve expressed enough gratitude. Come here,β he lays back on the bed, tapping the spot beside him, βlet me put you back to sleep.β
βI have more important things to do. Andβ¦ and just because it worked the last time doesnβt mean itβll work again.β
He smirks, lifting his back from the bed, quirking a brow. βWhen has it not worked?β
Oh my goodness. My face is burning. And itβs burning even more because I know itβs not from embarrassment, rather, from excitement. Heβs on my side of the room; I shouldβI should send him away. Warn him off.
βThey finished the party hours ago, according to the groomsmen group chat. We didnβt miss much.β He converses, like he didnβt have his fingers working my insides hours ago.
I gasp, stunned, when he pulls me to his side. He carries on, tucking me closer. βWe can pretend nothing happened or be matured adults and talk about it. Me? I donβt want to talk about it. I want to do it again and maybe talk about it later. Much later.β
What have I gotten myself into? Iβm glancing up at him, mute.
βYouβre not saying anything?β He traces my lips, staring into my eyes with a sympathetic, expectant smile. βYou donβt like my suggestions? Okay, letβs pretend weβre friends. Talk to meββ
βFriends donβt have sex,β I blurt out.
He nods, his eyes twinkling with mischief. I know he is about to say something I wonβt like. βIn case you didnβt attend biology class, hereβs your reminder that sex involves a penis and a vagina. Some people like multiple penises and vaginas at once, but Iβm touchy when it comes to that. I donβt like sharing. Umβ¦ where was I? I was trying to explain that practically, weβve not had sex.β
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